hi munchkins

I cant believe you were both here and then gone so quickly :( I was hoping and praying that evrything would be ok , mummy tried i did , i did everything i knew to do and i still wasnt allowed you :(

Savannah mummy thought eveything was going ok , you gave me a few heart stopping moments and few panics but they seemed to settle ok and was praying everything was ok after all and Gabrielle oh my gosh you gave me the biggest surprise and heart stopping moment of them all , i had no idea you were hiding inside mummy and i think you would have been a baby who loved peek a boo . Mummys heart really did stop when i found out there were two of you , you played hide and seek well, you fooled mummy.I am so glad you came out of hiding for me , and i think now that maybe it was to say goodbye :(

I miss you both so so much :'( My two little darlings , mummy so wanted to hold both of you , cuddle both of you , kiss both of you and im heartbroken that you left me.
I know that you can see and hear me and your dad but i want to tell you that i love you both so much and i wanted you both so badly. I would give anything to bring you back to me

<3 <3 Sleep tight babys , mummy loves you now and always <3 <3