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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

hi girls

mummy just came to say i love you and miss you both so much, i think about you every second of the day and night and am always thinking about what you would look like , and how you big you would be. mummy imagines how big my tum would be already if you had stayed. I miss feeling you , i miss being sick and tired , mummy misses you both so so so much and will never stop missing you for as long as i live and until i get to hold you and kiss you. I cant wait for that day

Sunday, May 16, 2010

hi munchkins

I cant believe you were both here and then gone so quickly :( I was hoping and praying that evrything would be ok , mummy tried i did , i did everything i knew to do and i still wasnt allowed you :(

Savannah mummy thought eveything was going ok , you gave me a few heart stopping moments and few panics but they seemed to settle ok and was praying everything was ok after all and Gabrielle oh my gosh you gave me the biggest surprise and heart stopping moment of them all , i had no idea you were hiding inside mummy and i think you would have been a baby who loved peek a boo . Mummys heart really did stop when i found out there were two of you , you played hide and seek well, you fooled mummy.I am so glad you came out of hiding for me , and i think now that maybe it was to say goodbye :(

I miss you both so so much :'( My two little darlings , mummy so wanted to hold both of you , cuddle both of you , kiss both of you and im heartbroken that you left me.
I know that you can see and hear me and your dad but i want to tell you that i love you both so much and i wanted you both so badly. I would give anything to bring you back to me

<3 <3 Sleep tight babys , mummy loves you now and always <3 <3

Thursday, May 6, 2010

my bubbas

mummy wanted to come and say hi and to tell you both that i love you so so SO much and im really missing you :( im really needing you and havent been doing so well , but i know you can see me and already know

I just wish i could have you both here , and your brother and sisters , mummy is hurting for you all so much. I hope that you are both ok , i hope you are safe and warm and happy. Gabrielle, mummy is sorry she did not know about you until it was too late :( i wish i had known you were there and being a cheeky bubba hiding from me. I am happy that you did suprise mummy just in time i just wish i had known all along. Savannah please look after your sister , i have this idea that you were bigger than her so she will need you to help her.

Im sorry i couldnt keep you both here and safe with me , if i could i would come and get you.

Lots of cuddles ((((((((()))))))))))

Love you so much <3 <3

Wednesday, April 28, 2010